I know what you're thinking. Three posts in one day?! What the heck! Let me explain - Otis is in Michigan until Thursday, so I have a lot of free time on my hands. A lot.

It's surprised me how much I miss him, and not in an "oh my God I'll never see him again" kind of way, but in an "I didn't realize how much he fills my life" kind of way. Otis left early yesterday morning. I had my day full with driving to Boerne and hanging out with the family for my brother's birthday, so I didn't think too much about it. But today. Today has been the first day since we got married that he wasn't there when I woke up. And it was weird. It's even weirder knowing he won't be coming home tonight and I'm left to my own devices to fill the void of time.

I guess I didn't realize how attached I'd grown to him in the three months since we got married. I am really freaking attached, people. I'm not complaining. Just surprised. And maybe a little scared/excited about the fact that I'll probably only grow more attached.

To the Juiceboxes, I have no idea how you did it this past summer. If there was an award for enduring the suckiness of being separated from your spouse, I'd nominate you.